my husband and his dad went to the vet to put down their 21 year old cat. sad, sad day.
why are mangoes so fucking hard to peel. ugh.
all of my boys working together i am cry

cigarettes, cigarettes,cigarettes! that’s all you care about! what about bills? cable? lights? car insurance? its all good as long as you have cigarettes!
- me: god i am so ugly.
- me: i dont look too bad.
- me: ugh im a troll.
- me: im alright.
- me: if you're blind, im gross.
- me: got some nice eyes.
- me: and really bad skin and teeth and weight.
- me: my hair is pretty.
- me: so stupid and fat.
- me: im pretty cool.
- me: uggghhhh my face.
Sometimes when I go to sleep, I think ” this time when I wake up, things will be different.” and then I wake up and more things have some how fallen apart. I just get tired of waking up some times.
18 years ago my biological dad died from a pulmonary embolism. 17 years ago, my mom remarried a man just to get us to a better place so we could have a roof over our head and food to eat. That man took me and my brothers in and worked hard for us and loved us and took care of us like we were his own children. He always supported me in everything I did and for years, I disrespected him because he ” wasn’t my real dad. ” I can never say sorry enough for those years, I can only try and make up lost time. Happy Father’s day to my dad that passed away and couldn’t be with me and Happy Father’s day to the man who raised me and loved me. I love you both.
the store where I work is selling saturn nectarines for 1.66 per pound and omg, I bought a ton and they are so good.

